HIDDEN
MIND REVEALED
Continuing the Jesus
Story
Search for the Real
Parents of My Soul
James
R. Fisher, Jr., Ph.D.
©
January 30, 2015
This was first written in my thirties, fresh back from a
disturbing and revealing experience in South Africa at the time of apartheid in
that country. This now finds me in my
eighties.
South Africa was disturbing, not only because of the
draconian practice of apartheid or separation of the races by the Afrikaner
government, but this practice compounded with the slim white minority (20
percent) totally controlling the lives and livelihood of the black and brown
majority (80 percent).
Imagine a rather idealistic young man with his young family
who had risen out of modest circumstances being treated like colonial
royalty. Then add to this seeing the
hidden side of his own white society and culture, as well as being introduced
to the hidden side of his own mind. It
proved shattering as he thought himself strong, and found himself fragile, and
this sense has never left him.
He came home to the United States a broken man, resigned his
promising career, suspending himself and his family in an ambivalent economic
limbo, while he spent his days reading books, playing tennis, freeze framed in
this modus operandi for two years, then once nearly broke, going back to school
for six years, changing disciplines from the hard to the soft sciences to earn
a Ph.D.
The straitjacket world of the corporation and all its
institutional antennae would never again have the same hold on him that they
had had previously. That included his
Roman Catholic faith.
He was no longer affluent, but poor; no longer a person of
distinction and achievement, but one of the rank and file. He was, however, free, freer than he had ever
been, free to make choices, free to fail, pick himself up and try again, free
not to care or too care too much, free to return to his modest roots and make
connection with the person he had left behind.
He discovered in his eclectic reading, Krisnamurti, and his
theosophy, a man who seemed to speak to him in his dilemma:
The hidden mind is far
more potent than the superficial mind, however well-educated and capable of
adjustment; and it is not something very mysterious. The hidden or unconscious mind is the
repository of racial memories. Religion,
superstition, symbols, peculiar traditions of a particular race, the influence
of literature both sacred and profane, of aspirations, frustrations,
mannerisms, and varieties of food, all these are rooted in the unconscious (Krishnamurti 1963).
From my earliest memory, I have been schooled to think of
God in general and my Roman Catholicism in particular in painfully subjective
and absolute terms. Through education,
and experience, this proved a myopic view of my situation and a condition that
discouraged me from exploring my hidden side.
It was a strange feeling to discover that I had tunnel
vision as if I was looking through the wrong end of my telescope. From this aspect, reading widely if not
always wisely of the major and minor religions of man, from the animism of the
tribes of South Africa to the esoteric mind games of the parapsychologists, I
felt my Roman Catholicism superior to these more primitive preoccupations.
Moreover, were I not a member of the only true church
established by Jesus Christ? This I had
heard from birth on, never questioned, but internalized with full confidence
that it was true.
It found me an engaged student and participant in all things
Catholic: from religious attendance at mass every Sunday and Holy Day, and
weekly Confession on Saturdays and Holy Communion on Sundays from elementary,
high school and through college.
Then as a husband, father and tither as a young adult, I
followed the Ecumenical Second Vatican Council (1962 and 1965) while Pope John
XXIII and Pope Paul VI reigned in Rome.
Before that, I was an altar boy at St. Patrick’s Catholic
Elementary, winning the Christian Scholarship and the Latin Scholarship medals
in eighth grade for excellence in those disciplines, in a word, I was a
receptive Catholic sponge.
By a matter of serendipity, I would have the occasion to
visit with Archbishop Fulton J. Sheen at the Shrine of Fatima in Lisbon,
Portugal, and to be part of a US military audience with Pope Pius XII and Pope
Paul VI.
Through my military and executive careers, I would have an
opportunity to visit many of the great Cathedrals in North and South America,
Europe, the Middle East and South Africa, many described with eloquence by in The Mind and Art of Henry Adams (1957)
and Henry Adam’s Mont-Saint-Michel and
Chartres (1905).
From 1956 on, I have had the privilege to observe Christian
edifices from splendid opulence to ravishing neglect across four continents,
writing something of a polemic of these observations in a 1970 book titled, The Silent Sentinel Speaks Out, which
happily a Catholic publisher Paulist Press rejected. It was written when I returned from South
Africa to the United States in 1969.
During the 1990s, extensive research was conducted with a
dozen visits to my hometown of Clinton, Iowa with the purpose of writing a book
about what it was like to grow up as a preteenager during the Second World War
(1941-1945). That book was published as
In the Shadow of the Courthouse: Memoir
of the 1940s Written as a Novel (2003).
During that research, five Catholic churches and schools
were razed as the Davenport Dioceses had been forced to downsize radically in
the wake of the sexual abuse scandal of Catholic priests across America, which
costs the Catholic Church hundreds of millions if not billions of dollars in
reparations to the victims.
St. Patrick’s church, rectory and school were demolished
with the intention of building a senior adult center on the real estate. That was more than a decade ago. The naked land stares at passersby with these
beautiful edifices now only in old timers’ memory.
With it being 2015, and me in my eighties, the sense of the
Roman Catholic Church has never left me, although I no longer attend services,
no longer make visits as I once did routinely, no longer make the “Sign of the Cross” when I pass a
Catholic Church, and no longer see organized religion as important in my life,
or me important in the church’s. Like a
father’s voice that never leaves your head, the church has never left mine.
As society has become increasingly secular, and the church
with it, I have found myself becoming more attentive to my hidden side where my
spirituality resides.
In renewing this Search
for the Real Parents of My Soul, the church has faded into the secular
shadows but strangely, the Jesus Story has not as it has come to fill the
spiritual void.
Dutifully, I have surveyed many of the tens of thousands of
views on the Jesus Story, incorporating samples here, rereading academics in
psychology, psychiatry and sociology who have taken positions on Christianity and
on Jesus in particular, all to gain a more meaningful and authentic perspective
on the Jesus Story for me.
With sociologist and economist Max Weber as my guide, I have
conducted this journey through the social psychology of religion only to
discover it is actually the religion of social psychology. To wit:
The sociological study
of religion is relatively recent.
Auguste Comte (1798- 1857), credited with being the father of sociology,
was one of the first to direct attention to what may be called the sociological
problems of religion.
Some scholars in this
field did, however, allude to religious beliefs as myths, and hence wrote as if
the truth or falsity of religious statements were of sociological concern. This was the case with Richard R. Tawney’s
book, “Religion and the Rise of Capitalism.”
He saw the Protestant Church, in particular, as having uncritically and
unfortunately advance the cause of capitalism.
The conclusions reached in his study do make value judgments about
religion.
The question, however,
is whether he wrote as a sociologist or a moralist. A similar question may be raised with regard
to Max Weber’s “The Protestant Ethic and the Spirit of Capitalism. There seems to be little doubt that Weber was
unsympathetic toward many of the allegiances which Protestants had
demonstrated. Are such expressions of
antipathy sociological conclusions, or philosophical conclusions, or are they
simply part of Weber’s autobiography? (Wells 1962)
Besides Wells, Elton (1963), Samuelsson (1961), C. H. and K.
George (1961), W. S. Hudson (1961) and R. W. Green (1959) have wondered in
print about this problem. Now, we have
Pope Francis I who sounds much like them only as something of a scold from the
perspective of institutional Catholicism as a social psychologist if not a
social psychiatrist and moral philosopher.
His Supreme Eminence became pope in March 2013 when Pope
Benedict XVI resigned unable to cope with a church that didn’t behave as he
would like, not to mention the scandals and dysfunction at the heart of the
church.
While the popular Pope John Paul II resembled the arrogance
and charisma of St. Paul in his ministry, Pope Francis I reminds one of servant
leadership more in the unscripted style,
spontaneity and humility of Jesus.
It would appear that I’ve been looking for someone like
Jesus to emerge out of the firmament.
Permit me to explain. In my
novel, “A Green Island in a Black Sea,” Dirk Devlin, the young conflicting
American executive in South Africa reflects:
Dostoyevsky had a
fever for the Special One, not as the Anointed Christ but as the vine to which
he felt tethered. The “God” thing was a
problem for him. Why did the Special One
have to be God, when clearly Jesus was quite a man?
He doubted if he would
see faith and science on a collision course but rather believed they were
parallel universes. Devlin’s faith was
the heart of his imagination, science the mind of his reason. Why should these two worlds collide? Yet they did for the Special One whose faith
was His science. Jesus told it as He saw
it and saw it as He told it, and for that He was crucified?
The Special One had
contempt for hierarchies, for pomp and circumstance, for grand costumes and
exalted pretense. He wore his badge of
lower class like knighthood. Devlin
wondered why this had not survived in his church.
The Special One was a
rebel, an outsider, who despised the herd mentality. He formed a community of dregs and
sinners. What would the Special One
think of the church in his name?
When Devlin was a small
boy, he went to St. Boniface Church and School, there Father Sunbrueller could
not raise his rhetoric above sin or the fire and brimstone of hell. Never did Devlin hear a single word in love
about the Special One. Jesus rarely
talked about sin or hell. Devlin
wondered if the Special One would accept the seven deadly sins, or see sin as
he did in terms of waste and deceit.
“Dear Jesus,” he
whispered as he thought of his life going forward with a potpourri of marginal
but pressing demands, “I am younger than you were when you died. My cross is my refusal to be
predictable. My wonder is whether my
life is about over or ready to begin.”
He waited in silence
for an answer. When none came, he got up
from the pew and walked into the late morning sunlight to take on the world.
Pope Francis I reminds me now, in my eighties, of the
Special One, the Good Shepherd, when Devlin, my alter ego in the novel, was but
thirty-years-old. But is Pope Francis
too late to save a dying religion as well as a dying church?
His Holiness doesn’t talk in hyperbole about the world as
did Pope Benedict who blamed the increased marginalization of Christianity in
Western society on a collective apostasy rooted in the materialism of secular
modern society.
Pope Francis, like Jesus, was local and specific with the
focus on the poor, the disadvantaged, the forgotten and the unloved.
He refuses to blame the church’s spiritual ailment on
secularism for that had no purchase with him, but on institutional Catholicism,
that is, the church itself sounding much like a social scientist.
His Christmas message in December 2014 was replete with
catchy phrases that were like punches to the solar plexus as were those of
Jesus in Jerusalem to the Chief Priests and Elders in the Temple who had varied
from their appointed tasks.
Not commonly understood, the conclave of Roman Catholic
Cardinals in the Curia dictate the church’s business and create its ubiquitous
but shadowy profile. It is from here
that church’s money laundering and fraud have been traced.
Popes come and go but the Curia is immortal. That is especially disturbing with this pope
clearly the Good Shepherd, a servant to all men, but alas, living with one
lung.
That notwithstanding, Pope Francis hit the Curia where it
lives, speaking of its “spiritual narcissism” and “pathology of power.”
He also addressed the “Martha complex” of excessive activity
as surrogate to doing anything meaningful.
He accused the church hierarchy of being incapable of “weeping with
those who weep,” but instead acting like “lords and masters.”
When this behavior is brought to light, the pope claims the
clergy are beset with “spiritual Alzheimer’s” which leads to building “walls
and routines around them and forgetting the spirit of the Gospels.”
He attributes this to cliquishness, acquisitiveness,
careerism, competitiveness, leading to “progressive spiritual emptiness.” Because these inclinations can become
habitual “many abandon their pastoral services,” restricting their indulgence
to bureaucratic matters.
The pontiff was not through in his Christmas message.
The “theatrical severity and sterile pessimism” comes with a
“funeral face” that often “attends the use of power.” Those so afflicted, he emphasized, “cowardly
use the terrorism of gossip by which to slander, defame and discredit others,
even in newspapers and magazines.”
If these people in elevated stations in the Roman Catholic
Church appear to be behaving like adolescents, I can assure you from my long
corporate executive and consulting career, it is par for the course. Look at the American Congress and its
gridlock and corporate America’s industrial-military-commercial malfeasance and
pettiness, and you might think those in power never left the sixth grade.
Permit me a small smile at the pontiff’s scathing rebuke of
the Roman Curia and the papal administration.
His remarks, although more poetic, could easily have been lifted from
one or more of my books on the state of the corporation, which I call “corpocracy.”
For this, I have been seen as “angry.” I write of “pyramid climbers,” who are always
campaigning for the next job never having time to perform their own; on the
duplicity of management which is atavistic and dysfunctional, on the
internecine feuding within mahogany row, on schadenfreude that ruins careers,
on the cowardly “six silent killers” that handicap organizations and
institutions, but frankly, in less incendiary terms than his eminence, Pope
Francis I.
Will the church hierarchy and clergy heed the pope’s
words? His papacy appears to be turning
away doctrinal and institutional concerns to a bona fide interest in and loving
engagement of the poor who make up most of the world’s population. The pope’s hidden mind is showing. Can this lead to revealing the people’s as
well?
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